My sleep has been really choppy the past few weeks, which usually is a sign that something is out of kilter in my life.
I think what is eating away at me is my rock n roll venture and possibly my cherish life, or lack thereof.
I’ve been single for over a year now, some of it by choice as I don’t want to compromise my ideals just to be with someone, but being alone for 16 months now is starting to wear on me and I’m sure things will change soon, or I’ll be an old man with cats soon. Heating and A/C work at the heating supplier shop keeps me sane while I work on the rock n roll job I’ve been working on for years now. Well, entirely it has only been a year of work in this band and things are moving along quite well. I just wish I began this journey when I was a teenager instead of getting into the heating and cooling system repair world like I did so long ago. I did have a drum set when I was 18 but I really didn’t work on it too much, spending most of my time chasing girls. Now I work part time in the Heating and A/C technology division for the local supplier and spend the rest of my time making rock n roll (and not chasing women). I like making current rock n roll for our band and one day maybe my buddy and I can put together a good album and get somewhere in this game. I will always work on boilers and cooling systems to some extent.